Thursday, December 24, 2009
What if the familiar then seems too foreign too scary to embrace now I feel like i am losing it.
With love, with love 11:06 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009

RETARDED KIDZZZZ (this was taken so long ago :0)
Hello baby i dont think you would hop to my blog but hehe i reckon you are still in that plane right now having your sumptuous dinner we are the most impulsive kidsssssss appealed by cheap deals like $10 set lunch without even checking the time haha but those mussels and icecream were not too bad i think what that was the best is being able to spend two or even less hours with you such quality time kinda made up for this entire mia period haha please keep warm over at china you said it's -4 degrees celsius :0 and my mum loves the jerks (is it) you gave she ate the pork one and haha YAY SHE ASKED ME TO GO BACK WITH YOU SOMEDAY woohoooooo next year k!!!!! :D :D Cant wait love you let's be emo_kidz_92 next year thanks for joining my club ;) Miss you! :)
Today's training was crazyyyyyyy after usual 200 IM warm up 8x1 sprint heads up then 10x1 sprint which included all the jumps dragonfly freestyle-breaststroke kick underwater blocking freestyle-backstrokes we played gamesssss after that tho gosh 6 up 6 down though it's definitely better than the first few times but still it's draining :/ after game omg 10x1 heads up sprint plus 2x1 underwater 30 laps of sprints all in all come to think of it good job girls we survived it woohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D But monday training alamak again :s Oh wells!
Time to shower and stuck my head into those boooooks and try not to plop onto that bed :|
It's true how some things have already been fixed somehow you cant rewrite history but people make effort to change the way things are maybe it's just for that instant gratification or to make you realise how much that something might mean to you or maybe even to some, it's just Fate so live with it? We cant heal all hearts. Let Fate play its game of Life.
Today i passed by punggol it looks so much more developppped buildings are up...... it just feels different but still, serene i like :D Which reminds me hello girl in Buangkok i miss you (:
With love, with love 9:27 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009


I LOVE THIS TEAM TOTALLY (:
We had a stayover on Sunday at Mel's place! Absolute bitching session i laughed like crazy we played games like HUH WHAT IS IT and we made a million prank calls to the guys and even Max honestly tessa has this hidden talent! HAHAHA "hello baby where are you baby i miss you so much baby i wanna meet you now..........." and Max was just next to his girlfriend when he received the call so he kinda got 'scolded' sorry man Max we had very good food like pasta curry a lot a lot of curry in fact, sushi nacho chips soup finger food cheeeeesecake everything was great the company was marvellous minus the fact that the mozzies had a good feed too and there was this rat which ran under our table twice we ate with our legs up on the benches throughout! Celebrated tiff's birthday we recorded a song for herrrr now it's kinda stuck in my head still and our bloopers are insanely funny gosh huiyi "Mel you pitch deaf tone deaf is it?!" totally rofl though we made a million attempts i think the time spent was worthwhile because tiff loves it and we do too! Double yay! Woke up the next morning for training was so tired and we were all late for gymmmm but hehe pool was crazy now we are training up for game fitness so.... it's really tiring! Plus sprints sian........ but yay Max let us off today no sprints like hooray i dont know you cant explain that kinda relief :D
Drew names for gift exchange next wednesday the guys kept exchanging theirs tsk hahaha zhiyang! We are gonna have a lunch buffet as christmas celebration with Max and Mrs Lee next wed so exciting! :D After training we hopped over to Clara's place for a mass junk food session we had a tub of milo icecream another tub of strawberry icecream three tins of chipssss and cheesecake hahahaha yes fatssssssss but we left half the icecream for both tubs and we told the guys to come over to finish it they took forever to come the girls started playing guitar hero omg Huiyi so prooooooooo i like i had my virgin attempt okay sorry i seriously fail at this HAHA so the guys came and we had a challenge omg everything was maddddddddd but marvellous company! Everyone left eventually with derrick huiyi and me remaining...... we studied for a while and started chatting before leaving for dinner! AND HUIYI YOU ARE SO NICEEEEEE I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH SERIOUSLY THANKS A MILLION DEAREST!!!! :D :D
This is the best team ever really! (:
And my day ended on a lovely note cos i met Khei this gaypok gave me three or more hugssssss gosh i cant tell you the kinda euphoria i felt when i saw her omgggggg i love you khei always yes i told you that but i need to tell you again hehe cant wait to catch up with you and of cos the other girls gosh we havent met since forever! Miss everyone!! :( But hey mama is back like yay!! :D
I havent seen my sunshine for really really long too you can gimme liang ge hugs hehe and my bestie hello please bastard me soon hahaha ;)
TODAY IS FABULOUS i like ^^
(P/s: Am still thinking of gaypok haha! Inserts mega hug! :D :D)
With love, with love 11:57 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
If the CCTV caught us outside KFC yesterday, all they would see would be four girls holding their stomachs falling down onto the ground and standing up and falling down again laughing and laughing for fifteen minutes HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yesterday was really one of the best laughs after so long love you girls! ^^
Caught Princess and the Frog with Huiyi and Mel after training yesterday :D
Fairytales always have happy endings.
With love, with love 8:50 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Too much to update on..... Hahaha but yes finally freeee after so long! But i forgot about todays attachment until bestie mentioned it last night now it's postponed guilty :s
POLO camp is overrrrrrrrrrr it's been an awesome three days with so much pool trainings laughter fun joy bastarding (uh erm) muscle aches dancing singing games running sunburns everythingggggg love the teeeeeeeeeeeeam! :D :D


Update later ^^ Shall try hitting the books now.... but i think i'd fail oh wells :)
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HAHAHAHA i knew it attention span is really short now oh wells polo study session after training tmr maybe i should stay back to mug with them think so? Math revision package is so tough my brain isnt functioning anymoreeeeee anyway ang is coming back from Cambodia tmr like yipppeeeee yay yay i miss her nonsense we can start studying sooooon! ^^ So much work to do chem revision package organic chemistry oh my goodnessssssss need to start memorising that mindmap that Mr Wang drew for us for promos cant seem to remember anything plus econs essays and case studies and not forgetting bio bacteria and viruses which i didnt study at all for promos...... so many things to do i dont know where to start from that's the problem scheduleeeeee scheduleeeeeeeeeeeee yeah :s
For memory sake :D
June's training camp was to build up fitnessssssss plus icebreaking getting to know each other better. This recent camp was for team-building. Mr Ong and Max said we have less than 25 more trainings to seasons omg that is very very very very little if you come to think about it.... but they also mentioned that trainings are not going to be easy on us anymore i can expect 10x1 heads-up sprinting every training now plus IM warm up (i really hate butterfly sian) there are definitely more things in place mental and physical strength neeed to keep going man formation when to go up when to block angle so much to improve on and my shot-put shooting is the worst thing need to work on it yes like Ng Han quoted Mr ong "A person may not be perfect, but a team can be" let's jiayou girls! :D :D
First day started off with poool training which dragged till about one the sun was blazing hot after lunch we had games! Minefield woohoo our team so cool we strategized and took a video somemore HAHAHA modified handball was good sweat out but land training after that was :/ haha but at least dot reduced the alt fast slow to only 4 laps or we would all have died war game was goooooood sacrifice yourself for your team mates shout for backstabbers to be floured as forfeit ;) Dinner was pushed all the way till ten tho :0
Second day started with muscle achessssss cannot even tread properly played game with the guyssssss videoed get sunburnt training dragged again but we were still too early for lunch so we helped the auntie to pack lunch for ourselves and yes everytime we have a camp something is bound to happen the previous night we were all bathing and the lights went off cos there was no motion for the sensor to detect at all and while packing lunch a cockroach crawled onto gina's feet okay dot it's really me la haha anyway the foood was goood (but mostly fried :|) the auntie gave us wedgessssss :D Next was games dodgeball with polo-know-it-all but using water bombss ^^ Supposedly we wanted to attack Mr Ong and Max but oh wells the boys declared war and we fought HAHAHA the guys got tricked ^^v but we all got wet eventually. Went back for pool training played half court against ourselves yeah max "last three balls" after ten or more balls "last three balls" hahaha packed up went for dinner and watched game video pointed out mistakesssss here and there very amusing and obvious fouls part of polo i guess HAHA :D Went back to our roooooooooom for debrief which lasted very long.........


(Look at the time.........)

(HAHAHAHA MAX we just laugh at him all the time he's speaking)
Went for fake debrief with the guyssssss it was past twelve surprised rach clever huiyi came up with the riddle we placed rach's presents in locker number 117 (only ONCE in her life would she turn SEVENTEEN), which rach had to guess so the riddle goes "Rachie the dragon hates the number x, hates the number x......... guess your locker number guess your locker number" so we mentioned all the numbers from 1 to 10 excluding 1 and 7 :D Cake fight was madness rach chased us all the way to the netball court but okay she likes the presents so yay happy birthday rach love! :D


Camp ended with friendly match with seniors in the morning which we played very very badly got reprimanded because Mr Ong spent a lot of time explaining the previous night....... hmm debrief and home!
I would say camp was good all in all we shared secrets opened up about some things (okay maybe i just realised) made fun of each other "ni de nan ren/ ta de nv ren" underwater photographs was crazy everyone just kept crashing the picturessssss hahahaha plus chicken fight in the water we had taupok too (the guys taupok all day haha) huiyi dancing in the rooom plus self jamming she's a happy pill really and babe thanks a million you know for what ;) Tiff and i screwed up because the handle of the cooler box dropped off all the ice fell out we thought we were gonna die haha really laughed a lot this camp there are so much more funny stuff that happened thinking about it this is the last training camp am looking forward to chalet! And if possible malacca trip next year! Gonna treasure the last few months of fighting our hearts out together (it feels quite sad everything is coming to an end actually) but go team! :D
THREE CHEERS FOR POLO TEAM HIP HO HIP HO HIP HO (owww) ! ;)
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Anyway i misssssss the girls plus clique! Meet up soooon huns! :D
With love, with love 12:56 PM
Friday, December 04, 2009
I feel so......... unsettled, like i am just drifting along hahaha work shadowing is over except next thursday's attachment with a speech therapist, it's been a long and early-mornings week but i really learnt a lot and i kinda miss the wards now plus siew mee and ash :/ Need to write the reflection soooooooooooooooooon need to get the stuffs for polo camp need to think of present need to start packing my desk (yes again sian) need to start packing my bag for polo camp need to start studying gosh by the time i settle down one week would have passed again and soon it would be christmas plus sunday trainings start next week omg 7pm haha but yeah it's good for us. Time, be my baby pretty please? :)
Anyway my heart still aches at that very thought and it aches for you too. But it's nice to know that you are not alone, i want you to know that too k cheer up (:
I am sucha lazy girl need to cut that laziness out of my life.
Anyway bestie is such a darling plus sweet talker and self praiserrrrrrr and bastard hmm all in one he's the best package (HAHAHA) yeah today my turn to have unlimited energy! Good luck for tomorrow's game double digitttttttttttt uh ;)
Juggling is so difficult cant coordinate need to figure that out, driving drills need to grab firmly and more vigourrrrrr urgh :/
Sorry i just keep ranting thoughts not coherent nowadaysssssssss or rather always like that haha seriously need to start picking up a pen and my books find somewhere comfortable and conducive in short need to start being a nerd and like the doctor said, lead a no-lifeeee okay for us NERD LIFE HAHAHAHA okay i am talking nonsense.
Perhaps i got it wrong. But i like it this way now. Simple. Sufficient, definitely (:
I think we sometimes think and count the number of people we have disappointed in our lives and that's it you know you feeel like......... that's it, cut off right now.
With love, with love 10:58 PM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
It's december like omg :(
Anyway, work attachment's been really really gooooooood talk more about it next time lifeeeee's rather busy like that sweet talker says i have a life now HAHAHA oh wells work attachment = late for training + wake up even earlier but i like it busy life leaves you no time to think about anything elseeeeeeee yes? :D Need to turn in soon anyway hope things would turn for the better over at your side hear from you soon? Please stay cheeeeeery! :)
ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGHNUTTTTTTTT! ^^
Kay bye world (for now) :)
With love, with love 8:30 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
How do we stop pretending?
11:11 is staring at me right now so what do i wish for.............. and now it's gone.
With love, with love 11:12 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
I KNOW THIS GIRL IS GONNA BE ONE I WOULD LOVE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER 730 24 2 ANY WAY YOU LIKE IT, THANKS FOR BEING AROUND SUNSHINE (hehe call you again sooooooon kay? Inserts kiss la kiss -winks- hey you owe me eight.......... (am still thinking about it haha) i dont care lei ^^)
With love, with love 11:56 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Escape, nothing fits anymore.
With love, with love 7:59 PM